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Kamiak Rose

by Forrest VanTuyl

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Kamiak Rose 03:04
Muffled breathin’ in the Mornin’ mist, Incense Cedar glowin’ red on the cliffs, hard-knuckled hands hold hard-earned ribs, RoseMarie Exist Grizzled & gunshy, sharp-knife flint, she bloomed like thistle, I stuck like lint, those green eyes hide behind a westward squint, RoseMarie Exist Old as my ocean, old as my skin overturned tables, I’m older than this breakin’ the frames & burnin’ the prints screamin’ “RoseMarie Exist.” it’s August endings & blistered lips & Charlotte Rooms still restless, Rockwood rainsoaked & Newport bliss... RoseMarie Exist Threadbare bookshelf & old breakfast smokestained pages, coffee & grit flour & oil’s a lean grocery list RoseMarie, exist Sordid September, the woodstove’s lit dust off the oilskin, coat still fits, then blow on the coals til my soul glows again & RoseMarie Exists cuz Lilac Queen, you’re the Waltz I missed, a soft-set sun a mouthful of myth Small green gloves born Gold Rose Hymns, RoseMarie Tobacco stainin’ my fingertips, burnin’ mouth, my tongue on my lips, she says “I been rollin’ mine filterless” I say: “open your window & scream to the east if you’ve forgotten these mountains or the road to me, let me dust off the table, clear the passenger seat, RoseMarie.”
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First To Go 03:42
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Charlotte Street - A.Forrest It’s snowing over Charlotte Street an Steptoe’s settled down and the stars are frozen solid and the streets don’t make a sound and I’ll smile just like Dylan, if you’ll melt like Sarah Lowndes oh if I survive November I’ll be the only thing left, in this town October spent so effortless, it couldn’t leave without a sound so it blew out like an easterly on the last flight headin’ south and I can’t cure these calloused hands or curse your lonely mouth I’m just tryin’ to survive November, I’m just tryin’ not to let myself down mornin breaks on Maple Street, ya gotta keep those curtains closed well these sidewalks still remember, and these streets won’t let you go the bricks stare back with crooked teeth, my coffee’s gettin hard to hold Oh if I survive November, just let me know when you wanna know It’s snowin’ over Charlotte Street, and Steptoe’s settled down and I can barely make out Kamiak in her white winter wedding gown & there’s not much changed in paradise, so how’s your Puget sound? I’m nearly through November, but I ain’t sayin you should wait around
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I been dreamin' of a lakeshore & a pendleton overcoat, snow settlin' on Jasper Pine while I follow you up the road, I been thinkin' bout a fireplace and a chimney whistlin' smoke & the way you curl up next to me on Kamiak's southern slope I been ponderin' the Ponderosas in the evenin monochrome with her hazy grays & lazy days of eatin' what we've grown & I've had the luck of a larkspur who's seeds have just been sown by the well-worn hand of a broken man and the only love that he's known Darlin' you got the kind of soul Butch Cassidy couldn't steal, you could start a heartbreak Bogart would be hard-pressed to conceal you were born as tough as Dixie, lived through love like a battlefield, if your dreams aren't yet blown to smithereens, I'd love for you to let me make 'em real, If I could see the evergreen shine in your Inland Empire eyes each night & spend my mornin's alongside you with a loaf of bread & a sunrise, there's no dollar I'd need again, cuz no fortune could buy, the feelin' of your freewheelin' fingers intertwined in mine.
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You were barefoot on the mornin’ we were married. Backroads - we were runnin’ outta gasoline. We chainsmoked from Idaho to Abilene. The antidotes evaporate like turpentine. I was stormy eyed, riot-minded, gnawing on nostalgia- you were singin’ in your sleep at night like a bird lost in the Dahlias. We were faultless, fallen, august, empty, sleepin’ on cold canvas, we strangled lines & tangled vines & southern faces surround us singin’ “Soothesinger, sing me to sleep unbind my eyelids & drag me down deep bury my burdens in your blood orange leaves soothesinger, sing me to sleep.” Sundance, you deserved better love. Sundance, soft-pack camels & Drinas swallow all the southern dust & exhale all the salt, when I wash ashore in Essaouira know it’s not your fault. I came home to Kamiak, I slept til February. We stole each other’s clothes & stained our lips on thimble berries, now there’s an eloquence to autumn, sober hymns & “God, prepare me” I’ll be sleepin in that fog in that field below Rose Marie’s singin’ “Soothesinger, sing me to sleep, unbind my eyelids & drag me down deep bury my burdens in your blood orange leaves soothe singer sing me to sleep- Brown eyed bird worship love, drag home your feet Serve the black Southern dust, play the retreat. Brown-eyed bird worship love, drag home your feet Serve the black Southern dust, sing me to sleep.”

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Written in a cabin in Sammammish, Washington in October 2014 from lyric & melody fragments dating to Pullman, Washington, November 2011 (in Kamiak's shadow) and Marrakesh, Morocco, 2012.

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released February 5, 2013

An American Forrest - Producer
Stan Keightley - Engineer
A. Forrest - Vocal & Guitar
Jordan Pargeter - Vocal on 5 & 6
All Songs by A. Forrest VanTuyl,

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Forrest VanTuyl Goldendale, Washington

Forrest VanTuyl is a Western songwriter, poet, and working cowboy based in the Inland Northwest. His work has been featured in the New York Times, at The National Cowboy Poetry Gathering, and he has written music for the US Forest Service.

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